Terrifying

It’s like a roller coaster. Everyone is saying go on, you’ll love it. But, I’m terrified. I can’t imagine going on and enjoying it. I can’t imagine how it will feel to go through the entire ride. I don’t see a positive ending. I can’t imagine the ride ending and everything being okay. I want to get on the ride, I want to enjoy it and I want to think it will be okay. But, I can’t picture it. And because I can’t picture it, i don’t believe it’s possible. I hope it’s like one of those situations where you do something and it does turn out well and you turn around and say “oh, that was it? That’s all?” And “it wasn’t that bad.”