Grief is Terminal

Grief is everyday, convincing myself that I can get through the day, without you. I wake up and remind myself that you are gone, and that I may never see you again. Grief is convincing myself that I will see you again, some how and some where and it will be beautiful. Grief is getting through the entire day. Grief is doing this every day, day after day, year after year. I’m so tired. Some days I doubt it all, I cry and scream. Some days I am hopeful, I have faith that we will be reunited. Grief is like diabetes. It can be managed, some days are worse than others, but it will always be there.