Since I’ve stopped taking an SSRI, I’m a completely different person. I wake up angry. I cry constantly. I wonder if the medication was helping me to suppress all of these emotions. I’m on a different medication now, and I’m not sure if it’s even working.
Everyday has been a struggle. It takes so much effort to get out of bed. All day I am talking myself into saying and/or doing things. I come home exhausted, and obsessing over all of my actions of the day. Was I too emotional? Was I nasty? This is no way to live.
I’ve been in therapy most of my life. I’ve been on an anti depressant since I was a teen. This is a test right now, and I need to prove that all I need is myself, to get through this rough patch.
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